I'm 26 and I still haven't got it all figured out yet...

08 January 2024

20:08

When I was younger I thought I had it all figured out, study law and then practise law, that was me sorted. Life seemed so simple and straightforward.

But it's like the older I get, the more I've asked myself the question "do I really want to be a Lawyer?", "will being a Lawyer be the sum of my life?". The more I thought about it, the more depressing it felt to just imagine a life that was completely consumed by one career; whereby my life consisted of nothing but working long hours, eating and sleeping; and then doing it all over again. Don't get me wrong, I love law, I love learning about the legal system and I love the adrenaline and excitement it feels me with. But I don't know if that's all God has Called me to do, I don't know if I'll find true fulfilment in just practising law.

I'm just tired of not being sure, I know I need to pray to God for Guidance; and it's something I definitely need to put more effort into doing. God I just pray that You'll Speak to me one way or another. I pray that You'll Give me a Sign, Help me to know what it is You Created me to do. I am tired of not knowing. I don't want to live a life with no direction, I don't want to live a wasted life. I pray that I'll hear You alone loud and clear, I also pray that You'll Help me to completely Trust You and be obedient to Your Will alone for my life because my life has never really been mine but it's always been truly Yours alone in Jesus Name Amen.

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